tinkerbitchx's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- did i do that? Care the way you say you do? Leave me alone. Don't return. You hurt me. I don't know if you understand this yet. I'm not using a profoundly big vocabulary in screaming this to you. I do not want you back. I want lonliness. It's been so long since she has truly been in my bedroom and faithfully following me around. I look in the mirror and she's over my shoulder, frowning. She wants you to go forever too, so I can feel the whole effects of her. I may not make sense but I want to shower with her. She'll mask my face and heart and make sure I never get into anything close to this again. I stepped inside what I should've ignored. I gave you my love, and now it's nothing but a 'I told you so.' All my fears and tears have returned, and I have you to thank. I know you don't like the blame game. I truly appreciate the way you didn't love me, how you whispered some generic bullshit to me. It's all fine and well because lonliness is always always waiting for me. I must be off now, have a rotten life. 5:37 PM - November 09, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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