tinkerbitchx's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the way a river walks Life wants me to be another statistic. I'm deciding whether it's time to give up the trip and fall routine and leave today. Everything that wears thin or that I lose isn't working well with my substance abuse. 'Taking me home might be a grand idea' I remarked. I wasn't sure if the night had been a regret or a memory that would be planted within me forever. Whatever the case I was still dying to get out of my body. Just out run my skin. Maybe if I made a wish to melt like ice someone or something might hear me. The fact that tomorrow I would see another sun, later facing another moon ... well, it wasn't very comforting. I had to plot an escape from this or all realities. I go out looking for happiness and end up in the bed or on the floor or up against the wall .. wherever it is it's not where I want to be. I want to vanish. 10:12 PM - November 01, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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