tinkerbitchx's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- in theory of This is a rather bland day with a chronic smashing of my heart. I'm obviously a rather ideally incomprehensible girl so I no wonder I let him hurt me over and over. Even if every logical thought tells me how contemptible he really is I just wont uncover my eyes & ears. I'm being stubborn and a bit obtuse but it's only because his malicious love is ready to strike and I don't notice the harm so much. I let him stab me with his happy dagger impertinently of my feelings and scars that are already upon me. I was diligent in my act to have him back but once again my random pessimism turns to be true. 1:58 PM - November 17, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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