tinkerbitchx's Diaryland Diary

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screaming

I'm trying to ignore things. My body is here, but everything else is off in some fairytale place leaving me here to die. Everything is summed up in two words, I'm numb. The thing is we'll all die someday, some more horrible than others. That's the way life is. You're born to die from the start, I just got pushed to the head of the line. Everyone should just keep living their pathetic pointless lives, then go home at night and scream, moan, and cry and to their pillows. Then in attempts to ignore their pain, have all this blissful empty sex. So go ahead, drink your alcohol, pop your pills, snort your coke, smoke your weed, burn yourself with you goddamn cigarettes. I could be the queen of you if I were smart or pretty or in some way a normal, functioning human in this fucking society. That's okay because I'll just pretend none of you are here, then it will be okay. It IS okay .. because I'm ignoring you.

3:15 PM - December 09, 2002

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