tinkerbitchx's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- here's the end If I wanted us to be friends, I would've said so. After this is over, I never want to hear from you again. I don't want you in my life. I want freedom. (I want death.) I'll get used to being alone. Besides, you can't stop this sinking feeling. I hate myself. But more than that I hate what I've done to us. But our going downwards is not all my fault. I hope you know that. I held back feelings for you. Ones you would've surely questioned me for. You do not understand (me) at all. It is not my fault because I don't understand myself. I still took the biggest risks. I'm going to walk away with this horrible memories. I remember the screaming, the times you made me feel like I should try killing myself (again) right then and there. I remember everything. I remember betrayal. But I hope I wont remember you. 3:38 pm - 02-15-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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