tinkerbitchx's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- got your thrill? Sit down I'm trying to figure out our puzzle. It's difficult and strange. I wish you'd agree that it's time to give it up. It's not working out. Don't you want to actually be able to breathe? I swear I'd fight this but now it's compromising my pain for your love. To say goodnight is torture. Goodbye forever might make that go away because our last goodnight well, wouldn't it be the end of that scattered mess we can't clean up? I'll take your bleach and cover our hopes and it'll eat them alive. Can I be dying? There's too much time for us to say "Okay, baby, how was your day?" Because it's more than over with. I'm trembling not because you are not here. I'm falling downward, downard it isn't because all I hear is your voice calling out to me. It's something better, something I can't see. And I wouldn't blame you if you didn't care. Stirring inside my mind I cannot find what it was that we had. Please save me I'm drowning in your toxic love that you gave to me. Importing it unproperly. You gave me a reason to scream. I was already bleeding when I met you and you added your warm water to it. So it doesn't make it all right to sleep. Help me darling with your wings I'll fly to hell. When I come home I'm safe in the jail of your mind because I can't escape you. 12:52 AM - October 25, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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